Yesterday, I felt more curious than normal and went to my Myspace (myspace, I know, still exists) to see if I had any old photos. After trying to log in with a bunch of different emails and passwords, I finally entered, It took me a long time. I didn’t have any pictures but my friends did. It was hilarious to see old pictures of my brother and my best friend. After that, I went to my Facebook, again, I didn’t remember the email and password, I deactivated Facebook years ago because I don’t like it. I found a lot of things there. I felt like someone opening a treasure. I visited a couple of profiles of people I haven’t seen or spoke for a long time. But when I went to my messages, I was in shock. There were messages of fights of me and my best friend, and better yet, conversations with my ex. He was so stupid and so was I. I dumped him once through Facebook. Oops, so coward. And my best friend, who is gay, didn’t want to talk to me when I was with my ex, because he was jealous. The whole situation was stupid. But it made me laugh and love more the new me. Although I don’t talk to basically anyone now, I feel happy. I feel like not having the influence of anyone everyday, has made me found myself and see exactly how I am.
I am so glad that I’ve changed. I was so confused with myself. Reading my old me, I just wanted to give that girl a hug. It all brought me so many memories. I know in five years, I will look back, and probably say the same. I think it’s so amazing how you grow up, how much you improve as a person. And now with this blog, I’ll be able to see what I was like and how much I changed.